i am not gonna jinx it

harlow world, i am feeling out of sorts today. i dont feel sad, or angry, or pissed off. when i am irritated the irritation manifests itself in a few angsty statements made to friends, then i start feeling okay again. there seems to be a cushion beneath my head, like how i just couldnt be bothered about the whole world. the pining and the whining seems a thign of the past, and i find there’s so much i’ve got to do.

i think what i’m feeling is embodies itself in one sentence: “what the hell, whatever.” there you have it. i am so not gonna jinx this feeling. hope i wake up tomorrow feeling like that again.

babby! let’s go on leave soon!

~ by minliii on October 13, 2009.