life goes easy on me, most of the time.

‘if you love me you would save me! take my hand’

‘i dont love you, but stop this nonsense and climb over the ledge now!’

‘no, you love me, and i have a letter here saying you pushed me, and if you kill me everyone will know!’

‘ and will thank me for doing so you crazy psychopath’

now, the above, THAT’s crazy. but am i so different? she and i, we both couldnt go easy on ourselves and just let things go.  maybe i have a little more justification for being the way i am about this, even more so now. it was a mistake. you ruined my life and so why am i still holding on?

~ by minliii on November 13, 2009.